I have to ask myself were the last two years of my life worth it? was I forgotten? and now that i’m back will I be remembered? these are all questions I have to ask myself. was it worth it?
So a few weeks ago I started getting pains in my lower abdomen and at first I thought it was cause my muscles were tender through all the coughing unfortunately though my liver had all but failed me it was kapoot and I was literally going to die the pain was that bad killing myself would probably have been a releif but I couldn’t just give up on life not really so I was going to have an operation…. Now the operation scared me the most i could die during an oporation and about a week ago i was sleeping away in my ward and the doctor woke me up for my check up and aparently my liver had begun regenerating itself again and was working I’m pretty baffled and so is the doctor but I’m glad I’m alive without the operation hate scars :’)