Your words are empty and I see through them like I see through you broken you say? You don’t know the meaning! Innocent? You don’t know the conditions! Emotion? You can not contemplate emotions in the form you have taken! You do not understand the things you say the hate you have is only hate for the person you have became and taken out on the people around you because of what you did! To wish death upon the dead means you don’t understand it at all… You don’t know what the person is going through before you open your poisonous mouth so don’t!!!!
nobody ever knows how long they will live they take for granted the little things.. but when you’re in a position where you dont have a choice what happens next when you sit and look upon your life and think was it all worth it now that your so tired. i never wanted to die alone….. but i lost my reason fpr fighting back. no happiness no smiling just the closing of the eyes.
So a few weeks ago I started getting pains in my lower abdomen and at first I thought it was cause my muscles were tender through all the coughing unfortunately though my liver had all but failed me it was kapoot and I was literally going to die the pain was that bad killing myself would probably have been a releif but I couldn’t just give up on life not really so I was going to have an operation…. Now the operation scared me the most i could die during an oporation and about a week ago i was sleeping away in my ward and the doctor woke me up for my check up and aparently my liver had begun regenerating itself again and was working I’m pretty baffled and so is the doctor but I’m glad I’m alive without the operation hate scars :’)
Oh ohh whoa yeah
Dreams bring out angels they keep your fears at bay love is the light scaring darkness away I was in love with you I’m still in love with you
When falling in love the force of your heart cleaning of blood make it flow the burning to hold and never let go its tearing my soul I’m falling in love
I promised to protect every drop of your blood and bar on your door till your kings breathe no more whoa
Forever defying death to love for you fear can only condemn what you do not know I know your beautiful sparkling like stars from the fire full of passion and desire the energy of love rushing from above from within whoa
This time everything comes down to how us lovers are entwined how we define this love shows us anger but all is not pleasure you said forever but that’s not the way I’m falling in love with you whoa I’m in love with you falling so deep for you!
When falling in love the force of your heart cleaning of blood make it flow the burning to hold and never let go its tearing my soul I’m falling in love im falling in love whoaaaa