Your words are empty and I see through them like I see through you broken you say? You don’t know the meaning! Innocent? You don’t know the conditions! Emotion? You can not contemplate emotions in the form you have taken! You do not understand the things you say the hate you have is only hate for the person you have became and taken out on the people around you because of what you did! To wish death upon the dead means you don’t understand it at all… You don’t know what the person is going through before you open your poisonous mouth so don’t!!!!

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nobody ever knows how long they will live they take for granted the little things.. but when you’re in a position where you dont have a choice what happens next when you sit and look upon your life and think was it all worth it now that your so tired. i never wanted to die alone….. but i lost my reason fpr fighting back. no happiness no smiling just the closing of the eyes.

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send me your skypes or add mine? nathan.michael.jagmin.hawkins <3

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Anonymous asked: i miss you nathie

Nathie….. Only two people have ever called me that…. Who is it? Send another message and I won’t publish? :o

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Anonymous asked: how's everything holding up?

Well anon I don’t know I’m rather sick at the moment and however much better I’ve gotten it still seems woke I’m dying so not very well… But thanks for asking

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so happy to be alive :3

So a few weeks ago I started getting pains in my lower abdomen  and at first I thought it was cause my muscles were tender through all the coughing unfortunately though my liver had all but failed me it was kapoot and I was literally going to die the pain was that bad killing myself would probably have been a releif but I couldn’t just give up on life not really so I was going to have an operation…. Now the operation  scared me the most i could die during an oporation and about a week ago i was sleeping away in my ward and the doctor woke me up for my check up and aparently my liver had begun regenerating itself again and was working I’m pretty baffled and so is the doctor  but I’m glad I’m alive without the operation hate scars :’)

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hey

due to having followed too many people and over 70% of them unfollowing me i’m unfollowing everyone however i will follow back everyone following me but it may take a wee while

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falling in love

Oh ohh whoa yeah

Dreams bring out angels they keep your fears at bay love is the light scaring darkness away I was in love with you I’m still in love with you

When falling in love the force of your heart cleaning of blood make it flow the burning to hold and never let go its tearing my soul I’m falling in love

I promised to protect every drop of your blood and bar on your door till your kings breathe no more whoa

Forever defying death to love for you fear can only condemn what you do not know I know your beautiful sparkling like stars from the fire full of passion and desire the energy of love rushing from above from within whoa

This time everything comes down to how us lovers are entwined how we define this love shows us anger but all is not pleasure you said forever but that’s not the way I’m falling in love with you whoa I’m in love with you falling so deep for you!
 

When falling in love the force of your heart cleaning of blood make it flow the burning to hold and never let go its tearing my soul I’m falling in love im falling in love whoaaaa

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heyyyy guys :D

Okay so in working on my EP a lot happened I decided to move closer to where it all comes easy and now my writing style has ended up changing a little but yeah I’m writing again and have many songs to post so I hope you like them I suppose big news though: EP is out February 17th yay and I will be posting three video’s on here one will be me at home singing (awkward) one will be me in the studio on boxing day and one will be a little music video me and the guys guys and up with :D

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what is love

Why do you think of, running away again, so scared of anything yeah, we all have hard choices along, the way a change of heart, a change of face and leave again, tell us one more time where to go, I have no home here not no more, I’m so scared of the skeletons that lead my way running away again.

What is love what is love what is love love again What is love what is love what is love love again What is love what is love what is love love again

I’m not afraid of this change, I just want to know how my story will end, I cant see the future but if I could I’d change the pain, now the stories always have a happy ending, now don’t let that lead your way, this is the real world not a fairytale, what is love tell me now, what is love tell me now, what is love tell me now what is love what is love.

Love is what you see in the spring time all the plants growing out blossom now all the couples kissing there smiling around love is hard love is weak they say its in your head not your heart tell me what you think

Cause the world is gunna change again there’s no coming back from this run away yeah run away yeah oh oh oh whoa

running away from all I lost something hard not enough summer comes all the love in spring is lost its too hot to try complain on the beach drinking again hoping fame will come to show me the way but I ask again what is love the heartbeat racing at every touch but still its not enough moving up moving on stand by for this one

What is love what is love what is love love again What is love what is love what is love love again What is love what is love what is love love again

I’m not afraid of this change, I just want to know how my story will end, I cant see the future but if I could I’d change the pain, now the stories always have a happy ending, now don’t let that lead your way, this is the real world not a fairytale, what is love tell me now, what is love tell me now, what is love tell me now what is love what is love

Someone tell me I’m dreaming so hard to stay away from home all was lost moving on its harder then it sounds but then again where would I be without this now don’t come crawling back

What is love what is love what is love love again What is love what is love what is love love again what is love what is love what is love love again

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Anonymous asked: I miss you. I really really do and I wish you would talk to me .

If I knew whom this was I would talk to you…. But you see I don’t know who you are but I would not believe you miss me since nobody ever seems to… Plus I wouldn’t know why I’d be missed :o

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